倒霉的是：我感冒了，高烧，脑子不好使了…… 真是流年衰运啊……

总体来说，感觉不是特别好。本来20分钟的面试，我只用了10分钟，很郁闷。

不出我的意料，问的都是常规问题，主要在3个大面上：离职原因，职业规划，还有一个让我想不通她用意的：是否考虑过做销售。期间插着：为什么对银行有兴趣。

 

离职原因自己觉得答的还比较真诚。不过之后她反问一句：“为什么有意义的工作你会不想做了。”可以再好好发挥一下，当时只是说：“出于对自己发展的考虑”。呵呵，怕被她理解成一个自私的家伙。可以说：“有意义的事情不止这一件，也不止这一种方式来做。离职后我仍然尽我所能帮助我以前的学员，比如XXXX。以后也可以继续以XXXX 等方式做类似的事情。”然后再扯到自身发展的问题上应该会好些。

 

对于为什么问我那个销售的问题，我始终猜不透她的用意。只是提过自己做了些销售的工作，没有展开说，没说透。可以告诉她我衡量过自己做销售的潜质，把销售分类来说明，自己擅长的是客户已经有需求，在选择上给出建议这一类，但从没有需求到有需求不是特别擅长。这是一个真实的答案。

 

有关自己的职业发展方面，郁闷死我了，简直是完败…… 让她逼着我问了好几遍：你怎么不考虑呢？？？ 难道我脑子真的烧坏了？NND！  

回答完这个问题之后，她基本上已经没什么耐心了…… 直接结束了面试

今晚一定要搞到她的email 给她发邮件！再争取一下，发扬BBY 的风格！！

 

各位筒子请就我以上答案拍两砖，谢谢了！周四我还有伟达公关的面试一场~

I've never wrote any article in English since my dissertation.

Life seems to fade away......  an old R&R by Metallica. I love rock as always, as there's passion, there's sorrow, there's desperation, and dream in the beat and solo.

Staying at home and sending my applications, days pass by like flying. The lonelyness makes me fear: if I get interview, will I still be able to speak? 

Well, maybe a good question. I'm fine with interviews, dues to the past experiences, I can always persuade interviewers I'm well qualified with my competencies and background. But I'm not so confidente these days. Seems I'm not as logical as before. My brain's been left disabled for god knows how long, and presentation as well. As an ex-trainer I'm good at presentations. But now I can't imagine how do I look like if I stand again before 100 people and give a lecture.

Buddha can not help me. Must help myself.

Every winter I feel lonely, helpless, and sad. When spring comes the bad luck "seems to fade away".

ICP is a useful tool for me to understand an industry and a position. Recently, a research on PR industry and AC is prioritized. H&K is good, but I'm still wondering: am I fit for PR?

I'll never have the answer until I went into their office and talk with them, so I'll at least get an interview first, by using the tools I learned from BBY.  

Just try to practice English writing, and it seems illogical, sorry readers.